Reflecting back on 2018

I learned a lot about myself this year.. mostly about what I failed at.. and my weaknesses. Thankful to those who chose to forgive me. In 2018 I became a real orphan.. My mother passed away in June.. And I have been shunned by my extended family..I think they blame me for her death..

I lost a job.. In fact I left it as I wasn't doing it justice.. and I didn't.. financial trouble has haunted me this year like no other..

While I don't expect an arbitrary change of human calendar due to the new year, hoping against hope that 2019 is so much better than the one that is ending.